Thanks to you

This as done by a colleague of mine which i find it very meaningful

charmaine thanks for letting me posting it here

Heaven was when I looked into your eyes,
Utopia was what you made me feel,
Sweet innocence was what I found in us,
Your presence filled my life with colours,
Yet everything changed when you chose to walk away,
Leaving me memories I can never erase,
I'm left with used-to-bes & once upon a song,
You carried me out of the darkness once,
But now that you're gone,
I'm falling once again,
Much deeper this time,
Into an unfathomable depth.
I'm all hurt and in torment,
I'm all alone down here,
It's dark, it's cold,
I'm afraid, I'm insecure,
I tried to scream, but no one heard me,
Told myself to be strong,
Told myself to be brave,
Tole myself that you'll come back to me one day.
I hid in a corner, crying, waiting.
Days passed, weeks, months and eventually a year,
But you never came back.
My tears turned into blood,
My hopes crashed,
My soul withered,
And I never smiled again.
The pain was far too much to bear,
And numbness overcame me,
I buried us deep down inside,
Slowly, we became forgotten,
And unspoken of.
Scars are what you left in me,
Scars that remind me of the past - yes, the past is real.
The once darkness I felt has become my sanctuary,
It's sad to know that I'll never come out of it,
It's sad to know that I choose to stay in the dark,
But at least I know, one thing's for sure,
It keeps me safe from people like you,
And because I chose this path,
I know I'll never fall again,
Thanks to you.

miss you in a heart beat

I believe, that there's something deep inside
That shouldn't be from time to time.
I sure found out, for love was such a crime.
The more you care, the more you fall.
No need to worry, no need to turn away'Cause it don't matter, anyway, baby
ooh, I miss you in a heartbeat.Oooh, I miss you right away.Oooh, I miss you in a heartbeat.
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way.Oh, no.
When we touch, I just lose my self control,a sad sensation I can't hide.
To love is easy, it ain't easy to walk away.I keep the faith and there's a reason why.
Yeah.No need to worry, no need to turn away'Cause it don't matter, anyway, baby
Oooh, I miss you in a heartbeat.Oooh, I miss you right away.Oooh, I miss you in a heartbeat.'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way.
Now, I ain't big on promises, I'll be true to you.I'll do 'bout anything, yeah,for some one like, baby for you.
(Oooh)I miss you in a heartbeat.(Oooh)Yeah, I'd miss you right away.(Oooh)Oh, miss you in a heartbeat.(I miss you in a heartbeat.)
'Cause it ain't love if it don't feel that way.

This is one of my fav slow rock song .
it really bring the feelings on missing a person

genting

came back from genting today went over there with company for a nice little trip ,
on the way there , they were playing games while i wa sleeping like a log.
anyway the moment we reach , it was so relaxing to feel the cold cold air breathing down my neck. went to starworld and started my game trying to get some pocket money from uncle lim,
in the end for 4 blinking hours got nothing out of him but i didnt donate to him either. considered a good start :Þ . went back to the room had a rest woke up and realised they were in the theme park was thinking of joining them but omg the price was horrendous took a slow walk to the peak and went to look for the horse machine but sigh turned to a bingo machine , so nothing to do tried my luck in roulete won a bit from then hehehe (noy bad for a first timer) nite time came the boys and lady boss of pkg came and tried get pocket money again but sigh 4 hrs later came back to no win no lose darn . went to the gals room chit chat with thewm with leong and ron , here i am writing this now after seeing man u hammed fulham 5-1 kinda make the weekend complete.

weekend

this weekend nothing much so went back to office to watch fireworks well this may be the last time i can watch as the govt may stop it cos of some ppl just stop at exp to watch and also the owner are tearing down the office and from my office vview was perfect to watch .
sunday went to csc and guess what i saw lo and behold
MY DREAM TRANSFORMER FORTRESS MAXIMUS and BRAVE MAXIMUS
Fort Max of the Habro G1 series and Brave max of the rid series the biggest transformer ever created over 2 feet tall but the price was horrendous 1500 for fort max and 500 for brave max.Now i wander whats the price for grand maximus
If i have this toy it will complete my transformer cities toy
maximus, scorpionok, metroplex,trypticon .and i can start my seekers and dinobot series
wonder when will i have my maxiumus

when she dance

A song by david foster which always brings back memories of her and the time we spent

Can you go back in time to a place in your mind
To the one who knew a part of you
That you just couldn't findIf you ask me to choose between a memory or two
When it's said and doneI'll take the one who's love I had to lose
Cause when she dancedI lost my inner senseI loved her danced I always will
She left with meBut still with meA burnin' memory
She took with her a part of me
If I could get back where I've beenFeel the passion I left thenI'd be there right now and yet somehowIt never comes again
She had nothin' to gainNo where to goTo the way out of pain
The time withWith a song and dance she lost romance
The world had gone insane
Caused when she dancedCaused when we dancedI lost my inner sense
I loved her danceI loveI always willI always will
She left with meHe left with meA burnin' memory
Remember somehowShe took with her a part of me
Can you go back in time to a place in your mind
To the one who knew a part of youThat you just couldn't find
Lookin' back I'm not sureIf I couldn't heard someone
When she danced with meOur hearts were free as far as I could seeI'd be there right now and yet somehowIt never comes again
When she danced with me
Our hearts were freeWere free
As far as I could see

Feels Funny

Sigh met up with her today dun know why the memories with her keep coming back
though the time with her was short but i can say it was very happpy memories.
after all this years she havent change , and we still can read each other's mind .
sigh if why didnt i grabbed the chance that time sigh
maybe this is fate, we were never meant to be or we didnt know each other enough or rather we knew each other too much that cause the conflicts we had .
Well at least we are friends again , and thats all i can hope for