Thanks to you

This as done by a colleague of mine which i find it very meaningful

charmaine thanks for letting me posting it here

Heaven was when I looked into your eyes,
Utopia was what you made me feel,
Sweet innocence was what I found in us,
Your presence filled my life with colours,
Yet everything changed when you chose to walk away,
Leaving me memories I can never erase,
I'm left with used-to-bes & once upon a song,
You carried me out of the darkness once,
But now that you're gone,
I'm falling once again,
Much deeper this time,
Into an unfathomable depth.
I'm all hurt and in torment,
I'm all alone down here,
It's dark, it's cold,
I'm afraid, I'm insecure,
I tried to scream, but no one heard me,
Told myself to be strong,
Told myself to be brave,
Tole myself that you'll come back to me one day.
I hid in a corner, crying, waiting.
Days passed, weeks, months and eventually a year,
But you never came back.
My tears turned into blood,
My hopes crashed,
My soul withered,
And I never smiled again.
The pain was far too much to bear,
And numbness overcame me,
I buried us deep down inside,
Slowly, we became forgotten,
And unspoken of.
Scars are what you left in me,
Scars that remind me of the past - yes, the past is real.
The once darkness I felt has become my sanctuary,
It's sad to know that I'll never come out of it,
It's sad to know that I choose to stay in the dark,
But at least I know, one thing's for sure,
It keeps me safe from people like you,
And because I chose this path,
I know I'll never fall again,
Thanks to you.